friendship

True friendship is not when you go to school and hang around with someone just because you have no one else to chill with. Its not calling someone up when your bored because they are fun to talk to. Its not when you cant think of a birthday gift and end up buying your friend a wal-mart gift card. Is not when you have to talk to someone about something you don't particularly care about (like how much snow we got last year) to avoid an awkward silence. 
Friendship is when you love someone with every ounce of your being and genuinely want them to be happy even if it means sacrificing something your self to make them happy. A true friend is someone you can talk to about your feelings, someone you can tell things you could never tell your family or even your partner. They are someone who you don't have to talk to but someone you want to talk to; someone you will go out of your way to be with. Friendship is when you love someone so much you want to hold them and never let go, someone you want to rest your head on and cry, and you would let them cry on you too. Its someone you can talk to about things you disagree on and end up being closer for that disagreement. Its when you think about someone and how close you are to them and how much you love them and you smile and are happy all over. 
Friendship is when your love for someone exceeds your need for them.yeah it a definition of frienship that i found in google and it a bit distract me...because some of phase in it related with me..Im never experience such an bestfriend thing like that.Im try really hard to make it up but it wont happen.My friend really didnt appreciate thing that i could make for they even it big.So im just sit over the corner and watch them having fun without think of me at all.They just use me when they in need.So im really hope one day i will found a friend that i can trust and share all my sadness,happiness and i can lend their shoulders to cry when i get a really hard day..I HOPE